I feel like a parent who has borrowed to pay for her child's college degree in gambling.
You are wayward and unpredictable. That shouldn't prevent you from getting some costly sound post production and colour grading.
When you are out in the world, you shouldn't have to be ashamed because I was a lowly no budget filmmaker.
You have had most of my waking hours, every last bit of my non existent pennies.
I know you are flawed in many places. I did pass all my incompetencies on to you. But, I have tried almost my best, though even that was inadequate